Monday, November 03, 2014

A Symbol Is Worth a Thousand Words

Hello, Library Friends!

 

It really hasn't been that long, I guess, since our last Tarot class, but it seems like forever!  We began a second presentation of the Jungian Tarot course last Wednesday, October 29th.  It was so great to enjoy once again the wonderful energy flow created by all who had returned after the last class, as well as by a new member who traveled a considerable distance for our class.

 

We began by discussing the climate of the times when Jung began his work and delved into the need filled by his combination of scientific knowledge and esoteric interests.  Exploration of Jung's three-part model of the human personality led to the realization of the importance of Tarot's symbolic language in communication between the Conscious and Unconscious minds.  As we talked about the levels of knowledge held by the Collective Unconscious, we considered the ways to access this knowledge through Tarot divination and meditation. The use of a spread dealing with the Conscious mind, the Personal Unconscious and the Collective Unconscious completed the evening.

 

This Wednesday, we will go more deeply into the importance of Tarot symbols in the goal of personal self-understanding Jung called Individuation.  A card game called Symbol Seeker will help us to see these symbols as dynamic images bringing special meaning to each individual.  Subsequent discussion of the basic semiological image types in the Tarot will open our minds still further to this symbolism.  We will then focus more intently on the archetypal symbolism of the Major Arcana, particularly looking at the pairing up of these symbols to show us various pathways to Individuation.  Once again, we will conclude by casting a spread illustrating the concepts discussed.

 

As before, no prior knowledge of the Tarot is required for this class.  As we go on, we will talk about some of the universal symbols some people see in Tarot cards, particularly in the Major Arcana archetypal symbols.  But the primary focus is on individual intuition, and it is through trusting your own responses to the cards that you will benefit most from this class.  Previously memorized interpretations can be as much of a hindrance as an advantage in this process.  Also, no psychological knowledge is needed, since Jung, himself, said that the key to the self-knowledge of his life's work was nonlinguistic awareness, as opposed to rationalistic knowledge.

 

This continual focus on individual meaning also brings the awareness that the lack of knowledge from earlier classes will not make it difficult for you to benefit from beginning your attendance after the class has already begun.  We welcome new class members at any time!

 

I hope you will be able to join us soon.  If you can't make it this Wednesday, please come whenever you can.  We will be meeting weekly on Wednesdays until about mid-February, except for a few breaks in the holiday season (the day before Thanksgiving, Christmas Eve and New Year's Eve.)

 

See you in class!

 

Kathy

 

Thursday, September 04, 2014

Merry Meet, Merry Part and Merry Meet Again

Hi, Everybody!

 

It has been awhile since I last reported on the progress of our Tarot by the Numbers group at the Metaphysical Library.  The summer months have been busy for everyone, myself included, and, while we have continued to meet every Wednesday, I have let too many weeks pass by without reporting on the activities of our little group.

 

What was originally planned as a 12-week course turned into a 21-week experience that was, I hope, as enlightening and enjoyable for those attending as it was for me.  We finished this class on Wednesday, September 3rd, as each of us cast a personal Numeric Tarot Chart, tracing the pathways, challenges and spiritual gifts that form our life journeys.

 

I am happy to report that we were able to help our beloved library financially with weekly donations totaling $227.00. 

 

While the Tarot by the Numbers class has ended, we are looking forward to beginning again in late October of this year with another Tarot class entitled, 'Tarot from a Jungian Perspective'.  It will be held weekly, as before, on Wednesdays from 7 – 9 PM at the library.  As always, all are invited to join us, including both those new to Tarot and more experienced readers.  Further details will follow. 

 

In the meantime, I would love it if you could join us in the Tarot by the Numbers class I am currently leading at Edge of the Circle Bookstore on Pike Street on Tuesday nights.  In that class, we are currently in the process of examining the individual cards, and we will be looking at those symbolized by the number four when we meet next time.

 

At this time, then, I want to thank you for your support through the Tarot class that just ended, and I urge you to keep Wednesday evenings open and become part of our group when we begin again in October.

 

Blessed be!

 

Kathy

 

Friday, May 09, 2014

Elemental Numbers

 

Again, I bring Greetings from the Wednesday night Tarot group!

 

Our Tarot by the Numbers class continues to be a thought-provoking and fulfilling experience.  More than one person has called it a welcoming spiritual oasis in the midst of their hectic week.  As we work and learn together, gaining a deeper understanding of our inner selves through the symbolism of the Tarot, we are also bonding in meaningful friendships that promise to last much longer than this class, itself.

 

Last Wednesday, May 7th, in our 4th session of this series, we finished our look at the interwoven dynamics of the Major Arcana as seen through the symbolic Journey of the Fool.  We began to see the enormous role numerology plays in relaying these messages as we finished this initial journey of three levels of seven steps.  The seven triads also produced in the process brought the resultant creative and transformative energy explosively into view.  We then began our overall look at the Minor Arcana, the Tarot cards that carry the archetypal energies of the Major Arcana into our individual lives.

 

Session 5 of our class will be held this coming Wednesday, May 14th.  We will begin where we ended last week, bringing into focus the historical development of the Minor Arcana as a process of creation that mirrors our contemporary trials and experiences.  We will briefly look at some of the varying Tarot traditions that have come out of this process, making the Tarot the force for perception and understanding that it is today.  The growing influences on Tarot of modern scientific knowledge, particularly of psychology, and of trends such as feminism, will complete our historical/contemporary investigation.  With a background of such richness, we will then begin our study of the symbolism that is the operating vehicle for both the Major and the Minor Arcana – the elemental and the numeric imagery.

 

If you share our passion for learning about the possibilities for self-development offered by The Tarot, we welcome you to join us.  This would be a great time to do so, because this class that is coming up will be the one where we 'set the stage' for our division of the Tarot into learning groups formed by elemental and numeric symbolism.  Part of the fee of $5.00 per session is donated to the Library. 

 

Hoping to see you on Wednesday night at 7:00 PM,

 

Kathy

Tuesday, May 06, 2014

April 30, 2014 - Tarot by the Numbers

Hello, Friends –

Our Tarot class at the Seattle Metaphysical Library is turning out to be more fun and exciting than even I had hoped.  Last Wednesday night, we hit another high in attendance.  This is a trend I’d love to see continue!  At this point, we have completed the third week of ‘Tarot by the Numbers,’ a course on the basics of Tarot interpretation. Since intuition and openness are at least as important as any prior knowledge of the Tarot, people new to the Tarot and to our group are welcome to join us at any time.  

Last Wednesday night we continued discussing the Major Arcana, the first 22 cards of the Tarot, as seen through The Journey of the Fool.  Through this symbolic journey, we saw the Major Arcana cards in relation to each other, and we found that learning the traditional meaning of each card became much easier than it would have been otherwise.  Just as importantly, we saw them as parallels to our own journeys through life. For the consideration of each card, we divided into small groups and analyzed examples of that card from several decks.  As always, the varied perspectives and experiences of the people in our group added worlds more depth to our discussion of these images than I could have produced on my own.   By the end of the class, we had finished the first two phases of The Journey of the Fool, and we will complete the third and final level of that journey this Wednesday.  

This Wednesday night, when we have completed our look at the transformative symbolism of The Journey of the Fool, we will go on to look at one more aspect of the Major Arcana organizational relationships, the creativity potential of the triads of cards formed by the three levels of that journey of symbols.  We will use the principle of permutation to uncover deeper levels of the creation messages formed by the triads.

From consideration of the Major Arcana cards of the Tarot, we will go on to work with the Minor Arcana, the remaining 56 Tarot cards.  In doing so, we will find that the Minors are not really ‘minor’ at all but are actually essential connectors between the universal energy of the Majors and our own individual lives.  Next will come a look at the rich history of the Minor Arcana, which developed separately from the Major Arcana.  We will then talk about the growth of the Tarot as a whole, after the Major Arcana and the Minor Arcana were joined into one incredibly rich system of symbols that address all aspects of our lives.  As we explore the Tarot’s appearance today, we will compare the two Tarot decks that have formed the basis for most of the hundreds of Tarot decks currently on the market – the Rider/Waite/Smith deck and the Thoth deck.

We would love for you to become a part of our group.  We meet on Wednesdays from 7:00 to 9:00 PM at the library, down in the bowels of the basement, at 2220 Market Street, Suite L05, Seattle, WA 98107. As this class is very interactive, we are finding that each new person adds a new layer of depth to our understanding of Tarot’s relevance to our own daily experiences.  The suggested donation of $5.00 is partly for the benefit of the library that brings the ancient wisdom of the Tarot to life for us every week.  If you have joined us for previous classes but been away for a few weeks, we’d love to welcome you back.  If you have never attended our meetings, please come whenever you can.  To those of you who attend regularly, we all love having you here and hope you know just how important you are to our group.

Bright Blessings!

Kathy

Tuesday, April 15, 2014

ANNOUNCING 'TAROT BY THE NUMBERS'

Hello, Everyone!

When I last wrote, we had just finished our Tarot Shadows class at the Seattle Metaphysical Library.  We were then anticipating the beginning of an informal discussion group that would continue to meet on Wednesday nights when the Tarot class was completed.  After a couple weeks of very uplifting and fascinating discussion, the members of our group decided that some sort of combination of that open, spiritual discussion with a continued exploration of the Tarot would be welcome.  Since the majority of our members are relatively new to Tarot, it was suggested that the next phase of our work should involve a look at the basics.

In response to these comments, I am happy to announce the start of a 10-week introductory course on the Tarot, to be called “Tarot by the Numbers.”  Each meeting will begin with a half-hour discussion period followed by a 90-minute look at the basics of The Tarot.  The following paragraphs will summarize the planned content of that Tarot exploration. 

The first three weeks of this class will provide an overview of the Tarot.  The first week, we will look at theories of its origin, its development as recorded in historical documents, its changing roles and purposes, the terminology of the Tarot, and the multi-level way it works. The second week will bring the focus onto Tarot’s current structure.  Major Arcana archetypal energies will be viewed through the Journey of the Fool as it depicts the experiences, changes and growth in our own lives.  The numbered cards of the Minor Arcana will be viewed as depictions of the elemental energies that are active in our daily activities.  The third week will provide a view of the Tarot in its own language – that of symbolism – as we work together in interpreting some of the numerous types of symbolism at work in Tarot, particularly in the personification cards of each suit, generally known as the Court Cards.

It is in the 4th through 9th weeks of this class that the meaning of the name ‘Tarot by the Numbers’ will become crystal clear.  During these weeks, we will ‘learn’ the traditional meanings of the cards the easy way – in numerical groups, going from 0 to 10. 

The 10th and final class will show how all this fits together, as we look at the steps for conducting a reading of the traditional Celtic Cross spread.

The time and place of our meetings will remain the same as before, Wednesdays at 7:00 to 9:00 PM at the Seattle Metaphysical Library.  The suggested donation of $5.00 is also unchanged.

Hope to see you at our first meeting, Wednesday, April 16th.

Kathy

 

 

Wednesday, April 02, 2014

Newsletter Blurb - Tarot Shadows, after Session 7


Greetings, again!

In keeping with our Tarot Shadows progress, our little group has grown and developed a spiritual energy of which I feel honored and excited to be a part.  Wednesday night we started on the final phase of our journey.  We felt the healing energy behind the shadow images of six more shadow cards, viewing the myth of Chiron, the Wounded Healer of Greek mythology, as an example of Tarot’s recovery through symbolism.  As we practiced writing and using affirmations to evoke this positive manifestation, the energy in the room became a force that was almost physically evident.  By the time we had completed and shared our experiences in Entering a Tarot Card, the spiritual force behind our experiences was no longer to be questioned.

At our next meeting we will complete the  8th and final part of our Tarot Shadows work.  We began at Imbolc, the shadowy time of year still in the grips of winter, when the warmth of the sun was a hope yet to be seen.  At that time, we reenacted the old Celtic ritual of the candle wreath, adding the energies of the Tarot shadow cards as we invoked the return of light and warmth to bring healing energy behind the shadows.  On Wednesday, March 26th, we will again reenact a Celtic ritual, this time welcoming the returning sun, at this time of year when the increased daylight hours bring us greater light and warmth.  This returning warmth parallels our celebration of the transformation of the Tarot shadows to the light of healing in our individual lives. Before ending our ritual, we will add the use of pendulum divination to discover which Tarot shadows have been areas of the greatest transformation for each of us since we began this work.

The transformation of shadows, however, is an ongoing task.  After completing the ritual, we will discuss the ways we can continually monitor our shadow status.  Since some of these shadows will become clear during Tarot readings, we will discuss the steps for the traditional Celtic Cross spread, with a few additions to bring into focus the light behind the shadows.  We will then perform one of these Healing Celtic Cross Spreads, including some of the methods for discovery of new shadows and their healing potentials.

Even now, as we plan for the final session of our Tarot Shadows class, new members are welcome.  The activity of the shadow forces is dynamic , and intuition, not prior knowledge, is key to understanding it.  I hope you will be able to join us.

The spiritual energy that has recently been felt in our group is not something that can be arbitrarily ended.  So, even though next week is the final date for the Tarot Shadows class, the group has decided to continue meeting.  The details of this continuation are yet to be worked out, but I am happy to say that we will be around for more exploration into the fascinating world of Tarot.  Please watch this newsletter for more details to come.

Blessed be!

Kathy

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

TAROT SHADOWS, End of Session 5, 3/7/14

Greetings! On Wednesday, March 5th, we resumed our Tarot Shadow work with our 5th group meeting. I was so excited to see that we had 5 new members this week.. All of the people in attendance were amazing – the sensitive, open and caring type of people who make our Tarot classes especially meaningful.

We began this week’s work by reviewing what we had learned in the Tarot class last year on the Jungian approach to the Tarot. It was Jung’s theories of the mind and of the shadow archetype that provided the original basis for Tarot shadow work.

Now that we have worked on the identification of the shadow as it appears through Tarot shadow images, we focused our energies on understanding how illness and injury can result form failure to address these shadows. Beginning with The Tower and The Wheel of Fortune, we looked at the shadow symbolism of the cards as seen in 4 different Tarot decks, We then discussed the illness or injury that could result from neglect of these shadows. We finished the examination of these cards by finding the symbols of the gifts behind the shadows that could be made available by working through the shadows. Then we divided into groups of 2, repeating this exercise with The 5 of Swords, The 5 of Pentacles, The 7 of Swords and The 10 of Wands. We completed the evening with completion of a group spread – The Wheel of Fortune Shadow Spread – to put these concepts into personal perspective.

Our next class will be held on Wednesday, March 12th. At this time, the shadow symbols contained in The Hierophant, The World, the 4 of Cups, the 5 of Wands the 5 of Cups and the 10 of Swords will be the focal points for our group exploration of the beginnings of healing. We will see how the Tarot images work with both the conscious and unconscious minds in this endeavor. We will complete a Cycle Spread, symbolically expressing the cooperative workings of the conscious and unconscious in identifying the symbols of action that will begin the needed healing.

In excited anticipation of our group work on Wednesday, I want to reemphasize how much I enjoyed seeing so many new people last time and how much I hope to see those people again this week. I would love to again have the problem of not having made enough copies of the handouts. That is definitely something we can easily remedy! Feeling the tremendous spiritual energy from so many who share my passion for this work is something I want to experience again. Every week, if possible! As I have said before, you don’t need a background in Tarot for this – just bring an open mind and let the Spirit provide the rest. Even the $5.00 donation is not a set-in-stone requirement, Whatever you feel is right is fine. See you Wednesday!

Blesses Be,

Kathy

Tuesday, February 18, 2014

Tarot Shadows 3rd Week report

To My Fellow Travelers on Tarot’s Journey of Life,

The third of our Wednesday night meetings at the library illustrated yet another way the Tarot Shadow images help us connect with our repressed feelings and the strengths behind them. The focus in this part of our journey was on becoming better acquainted with our shadows, seeing the reasons behind their original action on our psyches as well as the need to understand their current impact on our lives. This week we talked about the Court card shadows and their multi-level images that help us pinpoint both our projections onto others and the complex depths of our own personalities. Viewing examples of this symbolism from multiple Tarot decks, we saw how the court cards personalize those traits, providing images that symbolize the full range of related responses, from negative to positive.

We discussed the process of bringing those shadowy images into the light of awareness and of empirical reality. To do that, we applied to the 16 Court Cards the research-based 16 Personality Factor system developed by psychiatrist Raymond Cattell.

Armed with this knowledge of the Court cards’ projection analysis and of the scientific basis for their symbolic messages, we then each completed a Shadow Projection spread. Through this method, we were able to identify some of our projections onto others and to begin uncovering the positive qualities hidden by these projections.

During each of the next four Wednesday meetings, we will focus on several of the cards that were identified on our candle wreath the first week as the most ‘notorious’ shadow cards. In this way, we will explore the tremendous gifts associated with the most fearsome shadows, and we will use them to bring our own shadow experience into the realm of our control for our conscious transformation. As we do this, we will travel from the realm of physical and material loss through that of the mental, emotional and spiritual. Applying conscious intent, we will develop greater power over these shadows. In our last meeting of the Tarot Shadows group, to be held March 19th, we will celebrate this newfound power, welcoming the light and warmth of Spring.

For our coming meetings, I want to emphasize again that everyone is welcome, whether or not they have attended previous group meetings. We meet from 7:00 to 9:00 PM here at the library. Half of the $5.00 per session fee goes to the library. To those of you who have attended previously, thank you so much for making this such a meaningful experience for all of us. To everyone else, please join us in the journey toward greater personal power through accepting and understanding the shadow images in our lives,

Hope to see you this Wednesday!
Kathy

Wednesday, February 12, 2014

Tarot Shadows, Week 2

Tarot Shadows, Week 2


Hello, Everyone!

Having finished the second week of the Tarot Shadows group, it is time once again to review our work and look forward to the coming six weeks. We began Wednesday’s session by delving a little more deeply into the characteristics of the Tarot shadow image. Examples from the Tarot cards themselves gave us insight into exactly what made up the Tarot shadow image. These included The Magician, The Empress, The Hermit, the 10 of Swords, the 4 of Pentacles and The Devil.

Any definition, to be complete, must also involve a process of differentiation, so we looked at what the Tarot shadow is not. Through exploring both shadows and reversed Tarot cards, it became clear to us that the two seldom conveyed the same message. Shadows, we learned, could sometimes be found in reversals but could also be present in upright cards. Reversals could be about shadows but could also send messages about delays, denial , inner level activity, need for new perspective, the opposite of the upright meaning or something else entirely.

To clear away some of the confusion,, we talked about ways to recognize a Tarot shadow image. Intuition, of course, is always the most accurate and direct way. There will always be times, however, when intuition doesn’t seem to be providing the answers (if you’re tired, preoccupied with stress or worry, etc). For those times, we talked about getting more tangible signals from other cards in the reading, At that point, we completed a spread that identified our own shadows, their origins, and their triggers.

In the coming weeks, we will continue to learn more about our shadows as seen through the Tarot,. Next time, February 12th, we’ll get to know our shadows a little better by focusing on shadows that appear in others. This will be seen through the Court Cards. On the following Wednesday, February 19th,we will work on shadows of repressed hurts, easing their hold on us by bringing them into more conscious awareness. The next class, on February 26th, will help us deal with material loss by exploring the potential gifts hidden behind our shadows. The first class of the next month,, on March 5th, will be spent in the transforming of emotional loss by means of conscious intent, as we transform shadows to the gifts behind them. On March 12th, we will learn to ease our fears of the unknown future through ongoing shadow awareness.

Let me say again that we welcome any of you at any point during the course. None of the classes are dependent on the previous ones, and everyone is welcome, whether they are newcomers to Tarot or long-time Tarot enthusiasts. Hope to see you next time, or whenever you are able to join us!

Blessed be!

Kathy

Tuesday, February 04, 2014

January, 2014 - First Tarot Session for Kathy Eckert's class - Create a candle wreath

TAROT SHADOWS

Greetings!

On Wednesday night, January 29th, seven of us began our journey to discover the positive implications of the Tarot shadows in our lives. This first session of The Gift of the Tarot Shadows, an 8-week course to be held here at the Seattle Metaphysical Library on Wednesday evenings, contained an introduction to the concept of symbolic shadows. As part of that introduction to shadow work, we participated in a guided meditation relating growth through personal shadows to that symbolized by the turning of the Wheel of the Year. In late January and early February, many cultures throughout history have celebrated their hope for the return of warmth and growth, as seeds that have been dormant through the coldest part of the winter first begin to stir. For now, those seeds are still beneath the ground, as unseen as the shadows we hide within ourselves. However, before long, as the days grow longer, those seeds will burst with new life, just as we hope that in facing the shadows often associated with unhappiness and disaster, we can access the positive energy hidden within those ‘scary’ images. Repeating an ancient Celtic tradition associated with the seasonal celebration of Imbolc, we created a candle wreath, which is now hanging in the library. Throughout the next 8 weeks, It will be there as a visual expression of those hopes for the coming of new light as we face and understand our shadows.

As we begin, it might be helpful to provide an overview of the plans for the next few weeks. Next week, on February 5th, we will examine the methods for exploring the Tarot shadows, and we will personalize our work by completing a spread for identifying and contacting the shadow aspect of ourselves. Our work the next week, February 12th, will focus, using the Court cards, on the shadows as they appear in our interactions with others. On the next Wednesday, February 19th, continuing hurts from our past experience will be highlighted. The next two weeks will be devoted to loss that we are currently experiencing, with February 26th focusing on material loss and March 5th offering a look at emotional loss as seen through the Tarot shadows. On Wednesday, March 12th, fears of the future will be the topic addressed. The final day of this course, March 19th, will be the day before spring begins, and we will welcome the coming warmth and light, as well as celebrating our successes in bringing those qualities into our lives by facing our own shadows.

It was great to see once again several of the people who had shared our journey last year through the Jungian symbols in the Tarot. As before, I want to repeat the invitation to all of you to join us at ant point in our class, The material in any of the later classes is not dependant on prior knowledge of either the Tarot itself or of material from the earlier classes. Come to a few of the classes, all of them, or whatever is convenient for you. Your financial support is also appreciated, with half the proceeds again going to the library, but the suggested $5.00 donation is simply a suggestion, not a required fee. In any case, hope to see you soon! Bright Blessings, Kathy

Friday, August 16, 2013

Preliminary Questions: (Please reply to all with your answers to the Preliminary Questions by August 16th)
DANA
What kind of structure would provide the support that you need to make a greater contribution to the library? Should we have established duties and responsibilities? Should volunteers/board members take on a particular function in the library that they would enjoy, so that they are aware of its progress and are accountable for its completion and/or in enlisting help if need be? Should the board members try to drive the effort for more structure and accountability? Why? Why not? What can we realistically expect from each other?
I think that the biggest thing for me to have in order to provide a greater contribution would be to have better communication amongst the staff. I work better in an environment where someone is steering the ship and knows where we are going and what everyone is doing. This library functions very differently and so I am I am having trouble finding ways to help because I am not aware of what everyone else is doing and where we are going as an organization.
I would love to know what the daily duties on a shift are. I know that we count the money, set up the library and the sale items, but after that I am lost.
I think that taking on certain functions would be beneficial because then at least we know who to ask about that specific aspect of the library and we can send volunteers that are interested in that function to them. These leaders can then come to the meetings and ask for whatever help they need to achieve their goals.
I think that the thing that I would like to see is that if you say that you can be at the library by a certain time or that you can have something done by a certain time you do it. If that is not a possibility then do not sign on to help with those things that have a timeline.
2. What is the best way for us to communicate with each other for you personally? Email, blog, notebook, phone calls, in meetngs, some other collaboration tool/content management software like MS SharePoint, etc.?
My preference is email. Phone calls are annoying and I am often somewhere that I can’t talk anyway. I check email multiple times per day and have it on my phone. I would be open to trying some sort of collaboration software for projects and such.
3. We are contemplating changing the evening of the Board meetings. Which day of the week would work best for you? What about weekend days or evenings? Please arrive with your best options. Do we think that we need so many staff meetings? Are they productive?
My evenings are all pretty much full. My husband works late most evenings and I am often the sole caregiver of Jade during the week and sometimes weekends. (I will give you an example, last night my husband slept on his office couch or worked through the night and did not come home at all. He is working this whole weekend and cannot watch Jade at all. I have a babysitter coming, so that I can come to the Visioning Meeting). This is not all of the time, but it is frequent enough that I cannot commit to any evenings. On occasion, I can bring Jade with me, but she has homework, activities, piano practice, each evening.
Having said that I think I could bring her to a meeting once per month on a weeknight. As long as we start at 7ish I don’t think it will matter which. School hours during the week would also work. Weekends I try to keep open so I can spend time with Chris, but a once a month meeting on a weekend night could work also.
Currently, I do not feel that our staff meetings are effective for communication or productive in terms of work getting done. I am planning on coming to fewer of them. I think that we could get a lot done on email.
4. Discuss your current availability and willingness to continue the work of the library? Are you done? What limitations do you have in terms of time, work, travel, childcare? What can you realistically commit to?
See #3. I can work on things at home and during the school days.
5. What skills, passions and/or resources do you have that you think could be put to good use in the library? What would you *love* to do? Please give examples.
Well I am a librarian and obviously I wouldn’t have gone into that field if I didn’t think that making information available to the public was important. I am good at booklists, organizing, cataloguing, book repair, and teaching. I have taught classes to university students on research and information literacy.
I am involved in a lot of groups or people who would have an interest in what we have to offer, and I have been advertising to these groups since I started in January 2013. We have a lot of good sections that would be of use to many people as they wind their way on their own spiritual paths. I am currently on the council of Our Lady of the Earth and Sky Pagan Church (taking a sabbatical next year), the Board of Cherry Hill Seminary (Pagan Seminary), I work with Jezebel & Jaxob on Golden Dawn study and initiations, and I am taking Jade to a UU church on Sundays now so that she can have some breadth of spiritual experience. I have taught classes on Witchcraft, Georgian Wicca, Paganism, Gnostic History, Ceremonial Magick and related topics. I love sharing SML events with these groups and I am hoping that more will become members.
I have organized events for many of these groups and often get nominated for such positions. I am currently the VP of Events on Jade’s school PTSA. Again, it is probably a love of organizing. :oP
I would love to say that I could produce content (writing, etc.), but it just seems like my life is such that it is difficult for me just sit down and do it in a quiet environment. I would love to grow in this area.

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

RE: Visioning Meetin questionnaire


I am not a blogger, so i don't know if i messed this up or not... :)


Personal Questions
1:

Jezabel: Each volunteer/board member assigns to self for a given period of time (each board meeting or every month, for example) and perhaps these tasks rotate, almost like a chore list. The chore list would be established between all board members (maybe from task list Dana compiled) and agreed upon based on priority. The issue of “a new infrastructure” is a difficult one because not only is the board taking care of all functional aspects (barely) of SML, but also the Program as a whole. We don’t have higher-ups telling us what to do; if structure is what we want, this is something that will need to be established by us. In a sense, we will be our own “higher-ups”. Since we do not currently have the funds for a “professional volunteer management personnel”, we must establish our own priorities. All of us are busy. Who can take up this responsibility?
Ideally, there would e a volunteer coordinator who would keep track of the projects that are undertaken by any given volunteer/board member. Daily tasks/rotating “chores” are to be done. If a given volunteer/board member fails to complete given tasks, we band together and give a pep talk or something. We can’t afford to “fire” anyone at this point, nor do we want to lose someone who is interested in furthering the library’s progress.
I think more structure and accountability is necessary if we want to grow into a larger, more involved (locally/globally) organization. Continuing as an informal organization will get us informal recognition at best- at worst, it will lead to an eventual decay of what we know as the SML.

Jacob: Ideally, the Library would have many or all of the board there everyday, to keep each other going and interested. Personally, if somebody is with me on shift who is interested in the work we’re doing, this acts as a prompt for me to do more work. One thing I don’t believe I’ve experienced at the library is a group oriented task, conceived and completed, such as a work party—the closest was some past events. Not to mention the menial tasks are more bearable with others...I don’t mind finding things to do on my own, and I’d rather a choice than rules in stone, but I wouldn’t mind some assigned tasks for each week, myself. The important thing is encouragement, in all of this, because it’s difficult for me, personally to want to do mundane tasks if they’re repetitive and all I have is a great silence to whisper to me along the way. What we can expect is that if things continue as they are, we’ll remain as we are, until eventually entropy sets in. My own accountability leaves much to be desired, but I’m willing to do what I can, if anyone has ideas, to work on this, and I accept the boards decision in my regard. On record, I am willing to open up one of my free days (along with Sunday) to working with parties on projects of Library interest.

Notes: There seems to be a lack of unity and shared interests. We are divided in passions (as far as specifics.) sure, we all love sml and metaphysics, but there is little encouragement to do what one is interested in individually. A lack of support in one’s dreams and aspirations in the library. How do we create the support and encouragement that (hopefully) all of us would like to see shared between each other?

Work party ideas: rather than 2 board meetings a month, have 1 b.m. and one w.p. to accomplish shared goals. Field trips? Find ways to bond with each other and establish a sense of community between us; we will be more and more compelled to help each other out in our dreams and aspirations if a sense of community is present! Social aspects/desires vs. Obligatory responsibilities? It’s easier to whistle while you work whhen there are others whistling with you.

2:
Jezabel: Personally, I like phone calls or face to face interaction in addition to e-mail/text reminders if i have committed to something or there is an action item (date, project due, etc).
Jacob: Phone, as of now. I would use email/facebook, etc., if access were convenient (such as at the Library. I would prefer to meet personally more, with those who have the time and willingness...

3:
Jezabel: Tuesday, Thursday evenings from 7-9. Sat/Sun mornings
Jacob: Tues; Thurs; Sat morning...
Work party ideas: rather than 2 board meetings a month, have 1 b.m. and one w.p. to accomplish shared goals.
Field trips? Find ways to bond with each other and establish a sense of community between us; we will be more and more compelled to help each other out in our dreams and aspirations if a sense of community is present! Social aspects/desires vs. Obligatory responsibilities? It’s easier to whistle while you work whhen there are others whistling with you.


4.
Jezabel:Currently, I am pretty open to cover for people if they want/need a shift off, but willingness to come in daily is lacking. My availability is bound to change soon, because of work situation. Sunday works well for me at the moment. My commitment is strong in the sense that it’s likely that I will continue to show up for my shift; I notice a waning interest to pursue the goals I set for myself, partially because of lack of encouragement, but more because of my own inner conflicts. I don’t want to become simply a warm body that opens the library to the public, but want active involvement. Really, I’d like a swift kick to the butt.
Jacob: I am willing to continue with Sundays. My limitations are mostly moral and creative. I believe in the Library and and what it represents, and its potential to be more than it is. I have roots within this organization, and I’d like to find more ways to bring seeds to it’s soil that may become lush, fruitful forests of life, intelligence, truth and Love.






5.
Jezabel: I love helping visitors feel at home. The hospitality aspect is one of my favorites, and would be the library hostess if I could. I love hearing about visitors’ interests and passions, about their struggles and triumphs. I love listening to visitors and feel pulled to mother them, like a lost puppy (lol, not quite, really, but just about). At my best, I am able to observe someone for a short period of time and be able to point out the qualities that they exhibit and encourage them to keep at something (if they need or want it). I am much like a sponge or... chameleon; I adapt to my environment well, if it means survival (mundane and interpersonal)- at times this makes me miserable, but it’s something that I’m good at, perhaps i have an opportunity at the library to do something useful with it. What it might be, I’m not exactly sure.
I can’t quite give concrete time limitations as i’m not sure what i’ll be doing with myself “career”-wise. Maybe i’ll go to school, maybe i’ll continue working at a job I hate. Who knows. I know I can realistically commit to Sundays and whatever board meetings we have (tenatively).
Jacob: I have creative skill, and feel that my greatest contribution to the library in the past, and wiil be in the future, is through organizing and leading events and accomplishing Artistic endeavors that lead others to SML, along with making social contacts at weird events. As we’re typing, I have a dozen or so workable ideas, some half-complete, that, with a little follow –through could be finished. It would be useful to me to, ideally, have another creative type to run ideas by and collaborate with, or, as well, someone to check-in with periodically, to follow up on said acts...








Agenda Items:

1:
Changing the name “SML” to something else might be too confusing for past, current, and future members/visitors. Not many old members know SML (or if they do, they don’t say so) as the “as-you-like-it” library. Most people refer to the SML as the SML. As far as “branding” is concerned, do we think that SML gives donors/benefactors what they need? Dunno. If anything, I would say to drop the “Seattle.” Should we be more inclusive, like “Peoples” Meta-Lib, etc.
As a side note, i think that if people see us as an old, stale library full of interesting books but unmotivated volunteers, they won’t want to be involved. Mostly benefactors would see something like this, but we might want to present ourselves as being young, fresh, hip, knowledgeable.
2.
Events, Internet presence: put someone officially in charge of this task.
3.
I think volunteers give their time partially because of a passion/interest, but more so because of a desire to connect with others that share these passions/interests. Holding volunteer orientations (monthly, perhaps) where there are light refreshments and bonding activities along with a light briefing will not only inform volunteers, but help with retention and morale.

4.
Mentioned above briefly, I think that a volunteer orientation would greatly decrease the amount of meeting time that is being taken up with banter over procedures.

5.
Recently, I started a small project that included using the card catalogue rather than the books out binder to make calls/verify that the numbers/contact information for the members was correct. If not able to reach via phone for whatever reason, I began a list of e-mails and leads on possible web-sites where to find them. I would e-mail them with which books are overdue and with a prompt to renew. (this might also include some light fb stalking to see interests, where they live, etc. Maybe we could have them more interested if we had notes on what they like??)

6.
If we band together with other organizations, what would be lucrative for them to let us? As of now, our pr are at a bare bone minimum, so would they really like to be put up on a busy, distracting, yet mostly functional website as a result? What would we do in return for a relationship with other organizations? Maybe the Jungian library would like us. Coffee shops, not sure... It would be nice to have a satellite library at a coffee shop like Black Coffee Co-Op, where young, hip people who want to read about global and personal truths frequent. Renee and Aaron stopped by last week and mentioned a satellite library somewhere like the Market Ghost Tours, where Renee would be working. A question here would be one of the honor system: there will probably be theft of the books, and which books do we want to risk getting stolen? I think it’s a risk to take for free advertising and a wonderful way for people to learn about the library. People will be amazed by the variety that the satellite library will have, and therefore compelled by the remaing collection of over 15,000 books in the main library. Just a thought. We probably want to get together with independent bookstores, such as Left Bank Books (I also like their user-friendly, neat, organized, attractive website), and ask if they could advertise us on their website, or keep us in mind when referring people to a local business. I think it to be in our best interest to get in contact with organizations such as these to get motivated, inspired, young people involved with the SML.




7.
I think 6 covers this one for me.

8.
I think that classes at places like any of the above mentioned would be great. Maybe not necessarily specific interest classes, but more of a general overview of what the library has to offer. These would be more of outreach programmes for others in an established community to come into ours and make connections with others. I think creating a space would require unabashed willingness to perhaps play a silly get to know you game that requires others to ste outside of their comfort zone while at the same time getting others to share something they are passionate about. It would requrire at least 2 of the board/regular volunteers to attend such meetings/events. It would require us bringing tea to said place. There are plenty of free places, Black Coffee is in the spot that Travellers used to have their retail portion in, and offers their space for free; of course, they are open to the public still during any meeting, but that is the beauty of it, wandering people could be interested in what we have to say!!!

9.
It would be wonderful if we could collaborate with a few other organizations (TIA, BILLY K, etc) to pool together resources for a wonderful, centrally located space that could be shared. The library would need x amount of space as well as the other organizations involved, but the more org. Collaborating, the better space we can have, the more community built. There would be a central meeting room, used for art, events, or general use. It would be nice to join (or have our own) coffee/tea/beverage shop that would benefit the library.
My dream for the Library has long been this: First, for it to be USED, the books studied and researched and turned into work, personal and collective. For this to happen, it must be exposed, however this happens. For it to have a benefactor or benefactors who support the Library’s needs, and provide for the goals of SML. For a teaching faction to be established, that the information may be known and applied. Ultimately, this would take the form of a Bibliotech, rife with conferences, organized staff, and all the funds necessary for this to take place.
   In 5 years, I would have it that we make headway toward some of these fantastic ideations. At least, let’s put the books to use...

Note: Metaphysical Questionnaire

Saturday, August 10, 2013

Seattle Metaphysical Library

Seattle Metaphysical Library. [CLICK LINK TO READ BLOG POST].

Interesting testimonial. One does not doubt it's veracity. However, there are countless eyewitness accounts of UFO/alien abductions. The best are brought to us using another individual/psychologist, using the techniques of hypnotic regression.

Check out this blog, also ostensibly about "dreams":
Orwell's Dreams. (Wow. It no longer exists or is currently down. Orwell's Dreams was live, on Wordpress.com, less than a year ago. A loss if true!).


Tuesday, August 06, 2013

2013 Visioning Meeting Agenda and Preliminary Questions

All -


At last nights meeting it was decided that it would be good to have everyone try to answer some preliminary questions in email and take some time to think about the agenda topics, so that we are ready to discuss and get some real work done at the SML Visioning Meeting. Below is what I could come up with from our meetings, existing notes from others and notes that we made last night. I know there is a lot and we might not get through it.


I will print out 15 copies of the agenda to have at the Visioning Meeting.


Please bring some potluck items and let us know (by replying to all) what you are bringing so that we don't double up on things.


Also, I will try to bring my laptop so that we can take notes, but I am not a proficient typist, so if someone is and would like to use it that would be great. :)



First, some housekeeping items:


Time: Saturday, August 17, 2013 from 12pm - 5pm

Place: Ron's Apt Complex Meeting Room, 2445 NW 57th Street, Seattle, WA. It is in Ballard close to the library.



Preliminary Questions: (Please reply to all with your answers to the Preliminary Questions by August 16th)


1. What kind of structure would provide the support that you need to make a greater contribution to the library? Should we have established duties and responsibilities? Should volunteers/board members take on a particular function in the library that they would enjoy, so that they are aware of its progress and are accountable for its completion and/or in enlisting help if need be? Should the board members try to drive the effort for more structure and accountability? Why? Why not? What can we realistically expect from each other?


2. What is the best way for us to communicate with each other for you personally? Email, blog, notebook, phone calls, in meetngs, some other collaboration tool/content management software like MS SharePoint, etc.?


3. We are contemplating changing the evening of the Board meetings. Which day of the week would work best for you? What about weekend days or evenings? Please arrive with your best options. Do we think that we need so many staff meetings? Are they productive?


4. Discuss your current availability and willingness to continue the work of the library? Are you done? What limitations do you have in terms of time, work, travel, childcare? What can you realistically commit to?


5. What skills, passions and/or resources do you have that you think could be put to good use in the library? What would you *love* to do? Please give examples.



Agenda Items:


Introductions and an opening ceremony for our visioning process led by Ron to focus our intent.


1. Branding the Library: Do we think that the name of the library is useful to what we do? Should we change it? What would work best for branding/advertising?


2. Membership: How should we go about gaining new membership?


3. Volunteers: What can we do to make the new volunteers feel useful and create a sense of commitment and ownership? What structures should be put in place for them? Training?


4. Current Library Procedures: Go over Procedures of the library, especially for new folks, who may not know what needs to be done when they come in on a daily basis or weekly/monthly basis. Some examples are book donations, the "no" box, how to check out and return materials including a special note on DVD's,


5. Current Library Projects: Talk to each other about our ongoing projects? Ron's


6. Financials/Location, etc.: Where do we stand right now financially? Treasurers report? New bank account? Credit cards? How do the legalities work for the Board Officers, other Board Members? Should we continue to look for space? Anyone have any ideas for where the library could benefit another business, group, library collection or church? Masons, coffee shop, community center, Unitarian Universalist Church, Pagan church, Seattle Theosophical Society, etc.


7. Communications and Advertising: In what ways should we communicate with one another about news and projects? (See preliminary questions #2). How should we communicate with the outside world? Who is our audience? How do can reach them? Advertising in papers (i.e.The Stranger), social media, e-lists or with flyers at stores, conferences, meetings, other events, etc.


8. Services: What other services can we provide to stimulate membership growth and financial stability? Some examples might be classes, events, research services, Cherry Hill Seminary or UW programs that the library could be of use to, etc. How can we create space for these events in the library or elsewhere?


9. In 5 Years: In light of what we have discussed, what should we put forth as our 5 year goals? Realistically? Pie-in-the-Sky?


Pack up, clean and head out.

Friday, January 27, 2012

How the Web is Getting Worse

Talk about synchronicities!

I was just complaining about how difficult it was to find information to research a project.

Then I read an article by a UC Berkeley professor, titled "Why We Desperately Need a New (and Better) Google" which said that google search results have been taken over by spammers and marketers, which I totally agree with. Unfortunately, his recommendation, which takes up most of the article, is for another search engine which produces even fewer useful results than google does! And I've never seen Bing do a better job than google, even when using it to search for technical information on Microsoft's website, which you would think they would be especially careful to index properly.

Then we get this post submitted:


Sent in by member Amir Fasad

I've been doing research of various sorts my entire adult life, and for the past fifteen years or so this has included extensive use of the Internet. Despite our much vaunted technological progress, the web is a worse place to do research than it was a decade ago. This may seem controversial, but others have noticed as I have the shocking deterioration of research capabilities.

Google, for example, has altered their search algorithms over the past ten years, allegedly in part to punish "content aggregators", who added lists of terms to their sites to cause hits, despite some of these being legitimate news and science sites. Regardless of the motive, some of the changes have not been for the better.

Google used to rank results by how they matched the search terms, which let users reduce a known quantity of results using minus signs before new terms. Now, doing this causes the number of hits to jump up and down, seemingly at random, probably as larger and smaller databases are used. This may speed things up if traffic is heavy, but not adding new descriptors to the original hits prevents users from doing a broad search sure to include the desired material, and then drilling down until they find what they want.

Further, most of the top hits today are basically advertisements, and it is nearly impossible to get the non-commercial content that used to appear first. These ads may be disguised as something vaguely related to the user's search, but the end result is that the formerly easy to find non-commercial material is drowned out by thousands of unwanted results.

One reason these changes seem deliberate is that archive.org hosts a "wayback machine" which I used for years to search google as it existed at selected dates in the past, and to search for deleted web content by URL. Suddenly a few years ago, these functions became almost useless, as both former google pages and most of the attempted URLs were blocked, and I was presented with a "retrieval exclusion error". One could imagine such a message in the case of a legal threat by a site owner, or someone defamed on an archived site, but why would seemingly millions of unrelated sites be impossible to access? The wayback machine, was only performing a valuable service by storing content that was voluntarily made public in the first place.

Another site, which is more specific to my interests but an important indicator nevertheless, was patent surf. It let users enter natural english language descriptions, including entire pages, of a technical concept, for example, and the site would return a short except from each of an entire list of United States patents relevant to the meaning of the search. That sites seems as dead as Jimmy Hoffa, and another site with equal functionality seems about as hard to find.

All of these things could be coincidences, or teething problems, or a result of random business decisions or corporate failures, but maybe not. The end result, however, is the same. The web is getting harder to use for anything but pop culture related interests. I feel bad for the younger generation that may never know what it was like when it was at its best.

Monday, July 11, 2011

Wikipedia Woes and Orwellian Black Holes

Wikipedia Woes and other Orwellian Nightmares

While doing research for my talk on crop circles at our last UFO salon, I decided to see what Colin Andrews was up to these days.  He gave a good presentation at the X Conference, and it was good to see him still out and about, after almost thirty years. So many of the other researchers were daunted and intimidated. I ran across an article about how he was treated by Wikipedia, which was part of a bigger article on how Wikipedia treats issues and opinions that do not have mainstream corporate approval. (http://www.colinandrews.net/Wikipedia-WhoAreTheseEditors.html ). He was not allowed to correct several errors of fact, and his content was continuously rejected or destroyed.

This caught my eye because just a few days earlier, I had tried to correct a reference to the Seattle Metaphysical Library in the Ballard entry of Wikipedia.  I removed the word “New Age” from the description of our library. It is not only frequently used as a dismissive label, but also incorrectly limits the scope of material we carry. That correction was immediately removed by an editor who, looking at his last several hundred edits, is an expert on motorcycles. Period. He had touched NOTHING relating to libraries, art, etc. And there is no recourse – Wikipedia gave control to a dufus ignoramus! No wonder their credibility is becoming increasingly matched with that of the rest of mainstream media.

This is merely irritating to us - nothing compared to the damage that is done by agents attacking other people. An attempt to research the people with serious complaints against Wikipedia is an overwhelming task, the list is so long, so I will just encourage you to use your favorite search engine and search "Wikipedia censorhip” or “Wikipedia abuse”


Orwellian rewriting of history at the New York Times

One of the websites I like to look at is Blacklisted News (http://www.blacklistednews.com/. In looking over their links to news stories, I saw that there was a gas link explosion and devastating leaks to the Yellowstone River. I clicked on their link for the complete article, and saw that the New York Times, their source, had completely redacted the whole story! The article was dated July 3,2011 in the Blacklisted listing, but the only story that the NY times listed in their search results was on July 4, headlined “Ruptured Montana Pipeline Was Shut Down Before”, and that was linked to a page that had also been removed.

This continuous rewriting of history seems to be getting worse all the time. The only thing I can suggest is to copy the articles that you find interesting, because you don’t know how long they will be available on the internet, or when Google or Bing will decide to delist them, making them unavailable, unless you have the URLs.

More to follow....

Wednesday, June 01, 2011

A BATTLE WITH ACUTE RADIATION POISONING

Samizat Press, in Kent, published the following first-person account of self-treatment for radiation poisoning.

In light of the ongoing, and increasingly disastrous core melt-downs in Fukushima, this may be information we all can use.


Prologue
Mid-December 2007 I was awakened at about 3:30 am. surrounded by an eerie amber-yellow glow, unable to move --- feeling like I was weighed down, and with big red sparks flying out of my body all over. This lasted for less than 30 seconds while I was awake. I do not know how long it had been going on before I awoke. Since I didn't feel any ill effects at that time, I went back to sleep. Two weeks later, however, I was very, very tired. I had lost 20 pounds and couldn't stand the sight of food. I do not know what kind of radiation I was exposed to, only that it was "radioactive". As I write this, it is now 9 months after that event. The material which follows is presented in the hopes that it may be of some assistance to others dealing with radiation sickness.

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Excerpts from articles in two publications on radiation poisoning
"Life Savers", from New Scientist magazine,12 January 2008, page 4:
"High doses of radiation kill by damaging the DNA of fast-dividing cells in the gut and bone marrow. If victims survive the diarrhea, intestinal bleeding and loss of water caused by damage to their gut lining, they may succumb to fatal infections in the following weeks as their bone marrow struggles to produce enough white blood cells."


"U.S. Government Still Refuses to Admit Health Dangers Posed by Widespread Use of Banned Uranium Weapons" by Pat Shannan, from American Free Press , May 26. 2008, page 13:
"A study by the Department of Chemistry and Biochemistry at Long Island University in New York found that uranium dust may do permanent damage to the lungs, resulting in chronic respiratory problems, and that uranium exposure also affects neurological function. . . . . 1991 Gulf War veterans who were excreting high levels of uranium in their urine showed impairment of cognitive function. More minor health effects from lesser exposure may also include skin rashes, headaches, blurred vision, sensitivity to light and sound, localized numbness and urinary symptoms such as kidney stones, increased urine volume and blood in the urine.


Notes from a Personal Battle
Symptoms
At 2-3 weeks post-exposure, I had lost 20 pounds and I was very tired. My skin was gray and I had deep vertical creases on my face and big black circles under my eyes. I was very thin and the veins in my arms were too thin to allow the entry of a needle for a diagnostic test. Urine was a reddish-rust color.

Subsequent symptoms: Skin would develop a rash (copious tiny red raised dots) when slightly heated. Gums became inflamed, and a couple of teeth loosened and one broke. Complete loss of sense of smell, impaired hearing, blurred vision, difficulty remembering words when speaking, short-term memory loss. Couldn't stand eating: indigestion and feelings of nausea. For over 3 months had copious discharge of light-green thin mucus from lungs and sinuses, as though linings were sloughing off. During the early months I got food poisoning and flu, but these conditions didn't last much longer than they would have otherwise.

Remedial Measures
Digestion Early on, when still unable to eat, on a whim I mixed some instant mashed potatoes with warm water and swallowed several tablespoonfuls. The effect surprised me almost instantaneously the discomfort in my gut disappeared. Over the next few days I ate more doses of instant mashed potatoes, and while I still had to be careful, I was able to eat once again. I used pineapple enzymes (Bromelain) to assist digestion. Also, I found that I felt better if I didn't eat a heavy meal closer to bedtime than about 4 hours, to give time to digest food before sleeping.

Respiratory I helped ease the mucus discharge by gargling and rinsing my sinuses with saltwater. Also, breathing hot air was helpful.

Sleep
Adequate sleep appears to be a critical factor in healing from radiation sickness. The body appears to need more sleep than before the radiation exposure, and without it the body's ability to heal may be impaired.

Scurvy
Some months after exposure I realized that some of the symptoms indicated scurvy-an acute vitamin C deficiency-in spite of eating lots of oranges plus 500 to 1000 IU of vitamin C supplements daily.
These symptoms were the gray skin, the inflamed gums and tooth loss. While the lower vitamin C dosage had returned most of my skin to normal color, I had to up the dosage to 2000 mg/day plus oranges to make an improvement in the mouth problems.
In addition to the vitamin C I took a tablespoon or two full of garlic powder per day. (Garlic was used by the Russian during WWII to treat battlefield infections – before the advent of modern antibiotics). Also used cod liver oil capsules (Vit A 1250 IU; Vit D 130 IU) at least once daily. Sat in sunshine on sunny days.

Sauna

The body seems to have a higher toxic burden during radiation sickness-it feels like tissues are dying and/or body systems for digestion and repair are having a hard time. Sauna can help remove toxins through sweat. However, for those unaccustomed to high heat, medical supervision is recommended. Also, since those with some medical conditions such as heart problems, pregnancy, persons consuming much alcohol, and others may not safely be exposed to high heat, medical advice is important before using sauna. For those unaccustomed to saunas, it can be helpful at least at first to have someone else in the sauna with them to spot effects of overheating if they occur. (It should also be noted that sauna can cause toxins to exit the body faster than they entered the body, thus increasing the possibility of an adverse reaction to those toxins.)

Exercise
Gentle exercise, such as walking and gentle yoga exercises, can be helpful. Also, gentle self-massage and deep breathing exercises can also be useful.

Supporting the body's housecleaning systems
During the healing process, it appears the body does a lot of housecleaning of damaged and dead tissues. This puts additional stress on liver and kidneys which may themselves have suffered due to radiation. Measures I have found helpful in assisting these organs:
Liver: Dandelion root, milk thistle seed, decaf coffee. Also, sleeping on the left
side relieves pressure and appears to help drainage and circulation in the area of
the liver.
Kidneys: Chickweed (Stellaria spp.) can be used to soothe stressed kidneys. For
kidney stones I have found small doses of parsley helpful (i.e.. a couple of tiny
leaves chewed well, swallowed with water every 20 minutes until the stones
pass - about two hours altogether).
Besides a generally good diet, zinc supplements helped me recover mental function. Every couple of weeks I take a 50-mg zinc tablet. At the same time I take a 2 mg copper capsule (copper and zinc appear to work in balance with one another in the body). According to a veterinary medicine lecture I attended many years ago, copper deficiencies cause gallstones in cattle. When I have had symptoms of gallstones, I took a copper capsule at night for one or two nights-the gallstones passed in the morning.

Notes on diet
What I found helpful: No processed foods, refined sugar or grains; no foods with artificial dyes or flavors. Fresh (or dried or frozen) fruits, vegetables, meats, seafood, nuts, dairy products, avoiding any to which there is an allergy or sensitivity,) I avoided stimulants (including coffee and tea), energy drinks, soft drinks, alcohol. Only beverages: fruit juice (with no additives), and spring water (non-chlorinated and non-fluoridated).

Nutritional supplements
In my experience, some nutritional supplements can help facilitate healing.
* Via mouth: A good-quality multi-vitamin/mineral (without iron). I had good results from taking half a table per day of "'Weil" supplement. Also, dried roasted sushi nori seaweed can provide an extra source of minerals.
* Via skin: Nutrients (like toxins) can be absorbed through the skin. Absorption can be facilitated by oils, rubbing, and heat. I rubbed the 'Weil' supplement (dissolved in a bit of water) onto face, over long bones, knee and ankle joints, and on abdomen and back over kidneys and liver-then rubbed the same areas with a lotion of coconut oil and aloe vera to facilitate absorption. I used a liquefied seaweed plant food (low phosphorus content) rubbed into the scalp, then followed by the coconut oil/aloe vera lotion-left on until hair was washed again. For the deep creases on my face, the best remedy was cooked chicken grease rubbed over the entire face.

Cautions
To the extent possible I believe it advisable to avoid any additional radiation exposure (including from diagnostic procedures). Also, exposure to toxic chemicals might slow recovery.

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9 months post-exposure: While digestion is not yet quite normal, I have regained 15 of the lost 20 lbs; my face is back to normal; my vision, sense of smell and hearing are normal as well. I still have occasional bouts with short-term memory loss, but I expect these to diminish as time goes on.

Copyright September 2008 by Maria Abdin. May be copied in whole or in part without permission provided meaning is not altered.

Wednesday, December 01, 2010

UFO Dreams
by Charles Forsher

Around 1969 I had a UFO dream.

This was not due to indigestion because I was TOLD that I would be having this U.F.O. Contact(*1) by the local psychic, who did readings for a living at the Blue Grotto, a coffee house I worked in full time.

The dream started with me finding myself standing near the sub station for the power grid in West Los Angeles, located on the border of the Sawtelle Veterans Administration. In broad daylight, positioned nearby in the air, was the UFO.

The vehicle looked something like a rocket from the end of World War II, only it was constructed of diamonds(*2).

Shortly, a clean shaven man a little older than myself in a one piece jump suit appeared, greeted me formally, and then took my hand, telling me not to be afraid, as we levitated into the air effortlessly, and the next thing I knew, some seamless surface on one of the diamonds had opened up to receive us with a comfortable hole.

The inside of the vehicle was quite conventional looking, and I started to suspect it was a secret government project that had what we’d now call cloaking ability.

I had seen a National Geographic magazine from the 1920s in which there were photographs of the great Houdini making an elephant vanish in the middle of a Circus Ring. It was exciting then, several decades later, to see Gene Rodenberry dramatize 'cloaked’ ships on his Star Trek television show.


I was not allowed to explore the interior of this vehicle by myself, and in fact I was told not to go anywhere. I had no desire to, everything looking so average and explainable.

Some time went by, maybe twenty minutes. Nothing happened. This does not normally happen in a dream, any more than dreaming about things of which one has no prior knowledge.

Then I was assigned to follow a girl about my age. No problem with that, and this time, when we went through a seemingly solid surface, I focused on what was happening. The wall area became fluid, and divided up into a series of sheaths, much like the iris of a camera lens.

It seemed at first that we had just stepped into a very dark little cupola, like the projections in roofs of typical American homes, only windowless. I walked through a narrow passage and the Iris closed up after me, as if this part of the vehicle was a living organism. (*3)

Now my charming and perfectly human looking hostess slid over to one of two wrap-around seats in this organic cupola, and made a hand gesture that I should follow her closely to sit next to her in the other seat.

I complied, sensing I had to for the next thing to happen. I had read that in some encounters, guests such as myself are shown things on a television-like screen. This is what I anticipated, and if this had been a normal dream, I would have seen a television screen with something on it reflecting my unconscious mind.

No such thing occurred. My hostess did something with one of her hands, Ninja style, and instead of a television screen, a curved windshield suddenly formed in front of us, with an appearance similar to that of a then-popular American sports model car.

With daylight flooding into the cupola, I could now see that there was a control panel under the windshield. I wanted to know what was going on, and instantly got a clear, graphic mental image of the scout craft we were in. (*4)

This was the start of the commonly reported mental telepathic messaging in many UFO Contacts. Not only was I shown the scout craft in this way, as it detached from the side of the diamond-rocket-mother ship, but my hostess went to some length to explain to me mentally, how we were moving through the air.

What was conveyed was that behind us, the area that had temporarily been a passageway and in the majority of this living scout ship, was a reservoir of a primal energy.

My Hostess, after struggling for a metaphor, suggested an animated cartoon. She then suggested that the ink used to make the animated cartoon characters come to life on a two dimensional world, was a model for a similar ‘ink’ that was the foundation of the molecular structure for all living beings in this, the third dimension, and that this is why the vehicle we were in was a living being after its own kind.

One of it’s attributes was to create a field that repelled gravity, and that a few very simple controls were needed for direction, and elevation, speed being limited, this vehicle NOT ‘grown’ for streaking through the atmosphere.

I was looking for a building down below that I would have seen in a book or magazine. Many cities have landmark buildings, but I was not having any luck locating one.

I asked if this ‘break off’ as I called it, was also invisible.

Yes, came the mental reply, but that this along with control of the vehicle depended on the operator. And now I detected just a hint of pride in the young lady’s abilities.

That it was not a government project became very clear when we approached a multilevel concrete parking structure.

‘What is that?’ the hostess asked me mentally. Linked mentally, the young lady had access to my every thought and emotion, and I should have been privy to her every thought and emotion (*5) but found that I was somehow controlled. (*6)

I could not for my life remember the words that defined the parking structure. I could not formulate the words: ‘par-king Stru-c-ture’. I started to fight mentally against the control. This in turn put a strain on my Hostess, who had guided the vehicle INTO the parking structure. The strain allowed me to sense that for my hostess, it was a weirdly unfinished building, with cars parked in it.

With my struggling to regain full control over my mental faculties, the hostess lost the energy in our link up, to stay cloaked, so when we passed a car in which a man was reading a newspaper, he slowly put it down, and looked at us, my hostess said something like ‘Oh-oh’ mentally, and with more Ninja moves over the control panel steered the craft away, and for once picking up a little speed, perhaps due to the sensed danger.

Behind us, the sound of the car being turned on, and backed up, tires squealing as the driver then headed towards us as fast as possible down the ramp. We reached the bottom first. This must have been taking place on a Sunday, and early in the morning, because the street was deserted.

“ Get out!” my hostess insisted, pointing to an iris opening up in the side of the craft next to me. Shrugging my shoulders, I did as I was told. The craft was hovering just above the sidewalk as I jumped out, my friend jumping out after me. With seconds to spare, the craft suddenly both shrunk as well as flattened out, until it resembled a giant Frisby.

The driver of that car came roaring down the ramp in the parking structure, and slammed on the brakes as he passed by us. He drove slowly for the longest time, watching us, but since the craft now looked like a terrestrial novelty item, there was nothing he could say to anybody, and so he roared way, angrier than shaken.

I expected that once the danger was passed, the hostess could reanimate the thing, but reading her mind, I found that there was a law; when these things were ordered to ‘go to sleep’ they could not be re constituted for a minimal amount of time.
Further, in reading the thoughts and feelings of my deflated Hostess, I saw she was not a fully authorized ‘Tikunaut’ like the adults on the mother ship.

Now I was starting to regain control over my autonomy, and the Hostess knew it.

We walked and walked and walked, stranded in an unknown city somewhere in the United States, with the giant Frisby under the right arm of my Hostess. I could now explain to her, still mentally, what a parking structure was.

We came to a cluster of buildings that I recognized as a museum complex. I explained verbally; which felt strange, that in those buildings, I could show her everything she ever wanted to know about life on Earth. And to hide the craft in some bushes, which she did, and I’d take HER for an unforgettable ride in turn.

Considering that up to now and decades ago I had gone out on two ill-fated dates, this was the third and wildest date I had been on.

Linked mentally to my hostess, the joy of sharing the history and culture of the Earth was ‘out of this world’ as I could feel the awe and delight that she experienced with every new discovery I presented.

This could have gone down in the history of intergalactic contacts as a first. Had I been more mature for my age, this could have led to more dates, being taken home to meet her parents, flying to an extra-terrestrial version of a drive in movie, and finally a climatic night of passion inside her Frisby-like friend, hovering over the Pacific Ocean off of Malibu.

I was twenty-five years old, going on nine emotionally, having inherited Aspergers from my father, and made half-crazy by my war-traumatized mother. It seemed I was fated to remain nine years ols emotionally for the rest of my life, and when we came to the transportation displays, the model train layout triggered an Aspergers obsession also inherited from my father, who loved trains instead of me.

It was such a strong obsession that it broke the psychic link. Perhaps my hostess decided it was hopeless and failed to reestablish the link, because the next thing I knew, she was gone.
I retraced my steps, through the many ponderous museum buildings (one isn’t supposed to do that in a dream) to the bushes she hid the Frisby thing in, but the Frisby thing was gone as well.

I suddenly found myself a few miles from where I had been abducted, Westwood Village, and it was both at night, as well as in the middle of a Hollywood movie downpour. I felt cold all over.

My E.T. friend giving me the ‘cold shoulder?’

There had been rains like this, years before, about the time my parents separated, about 1956. The scene also reminded me of mom, who was cold emotionally, so more than likely my hostess was giving me something to access and work my way through, so the next time we met I could have warm intimate feelings for her.
II.
I woke up still feeling like it was in December 1956 (*7) but after getting out of bed, it was abundantly clear that Los Angeles was in the middle of a heat wave, in 1969.

I got dressed, amazed at the strange dream, remembering the lines in Lewis Carroll’s Alice In Wonderland at the end of the story, Alice saying: “ It was only a dream, after all.”

I left my studio, locked the door to it and walked down the hall to the stairs. Casually I went down the echoic stairwell and onto the sidewalk, and walked towards the corner drug store, which still had a lunch counter from the 1940s. I had no hot plate in my studio. And as I got to the store, I looked at the morning headlines in the Herald Examiner- this was mid day- and the headlines were about freakish cloudbursts in Florida.

Some day I’d like to know if Florida has museums like the kind I visited in my UFO contact.

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End Notes

*1.More recent events, such as with Whitley Streiber, point towards the Aliens creating Twilight Zones for such meetings, or doing other, metaphysical tricks, and this is what seems to have happened.

*2. Years after this 'dream', I’d see an illustration of the same vehicle in flight, in a UFO Calendar!

*3 Confirmations came years latter reading that certain life forms encountered such as the Grays, are supposed to be artificial life forms

*4 A few years after this I’d see a photograph of the craft
taken by a Contactee.

*5 The idea of a psychic link up was dramatized in the Star Wars series decades later, Darth Vader senses his son Luke Skywalker.

*6 A friend of mine who has had dozens of these experiences, told me years latter that this is done to insure one is not overwhelmed.

*7 My parents had succeeded in rendering me slightly delusional.
For some unexplainable reason I have greatly improved since 1969